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Dammit. Just. Dammit.

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I hate feeling sorry for myself, but when Dad tries his very best to secure a job for me once I leave Hogwarts, or to work while on holiday from school, whatever... and when I know this is all my fault... I just hate this. Bloody fucking hate this.

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On October 23rd, 2007 10:24 pm (UTC), x_lily_x commented:
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I...I don't know if that would be a good idea. You might..well, you might hate me for this. At least this way, you have the option of just closing your journal and not replying to me.

*deep breath*

Ok, here goes. I know. I know about you, about your...thing. I know what you are, I've known for a while, but I needed to be sure. You were sick at the last full moon and you're always gone around that time every month. But I don't care, ok? I really don't, I still think you're great and I'm still very much your friend. If you still want to be friends.

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On October 23rd, 2007 10:29 pm (UTC), luna_servitus replied:
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Wh Really? How did you How long have you known? Is it that obvious? Do you think other people know?

I'm sorry, Lily. I don't mean to be so uptight. Of course I'm still your friend, and I can't even begin to express to you how it makes me feel that you still want to be friends. I've lost I almost wasn't allowed to go to Hogwarts because of it, and... well, anyway. Thank you.

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On October 23rd, 2007 10:34 pm (UTC), x_lily_x replied:
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It's not obvious to everyone, no. We just spend a lot of time together, that's all. I don't think anyone else knows though.

Don't apologise. I'm just glad you don't hate me for figuring it out. I mean, I get why you want it to be kept a secret, and I wouldn't tell anyone, not in a million years. And of course I still want to be friends! What kind of person ditches someone because of something as small as being a werewolf? *smile* And I finally get your nickname, Moony.
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On October 23rd, 2007 10:38 pm (UTC), luna_servitus replied:
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Heh, yeah. They actually gave me that nickname before they a long time ago. You're one of my best friends, Lily, and it's actually kind of a relief that you know, because I don't really have to worry around you, and... Thanks.

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On October 23rd, 2007 10:45 pm (UTC), x_lily_x replied:
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That's really sweet, Remus, thanks. You're one of my best friends too. There's also well, I have something else to..no, I shouldn't, nevermind, actually! I'm just rambling.
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On October 24th, 2007 06:37 am (UTC), luna_servitus replied:
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Hm? Also? Or did I misread you?

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On October 24th, 2007 01:01 pm (UTC), x_lily_x replied:
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Hmm? Also? Er, no, I don't think so. I think that was it.

Dear Merlin, I have to tell someone soon, this is killing me

Have you, er, have you talked to James at all lately?